Spring in my step.

It’s early spring weather here in the middle of November. I feel kind of shaky with an occasional bitter breeze but eased by daylight, clear skies, and the warmth of the sun. I haven’t felt this level of self-comfort in myself in a while. This is really nice. I feel calm.

I’m sitting outside. It’s somehwhat cold without a coat (and not to sound cheesy but…) the thought of you is keeping me warm. It really is. I think of you and the thought lights up my face with a grand smile and a burst of energetical-warmth. 

The thought of you is still a fantasy. Are you really mine? Can I really have you? It makes me so happy. The thought of you and me. I loved how it felt to write that- butterflies scurrying underneath my skin with polite ambition. 

You bring out the best in me. You help me enjoy the simple beauties of life.

It really is a wonderful life with you in it. I love you every day.

@4 days ago